Some days I feel like I have a million words to write, and others I feel like i can’t get my fingers to even go near the keys on my computer. But whether I have something to say or not, I write. But spiritually, this is same place where I, and almost all others struggle. Some days we are ready to split the Red Sea and build an ark, but other days, we feel like we can’t even get out of bed. We go through wave of spiritual waves. We hit the highest of highs and sometimes go directly to the lowest of lows.
So many times we try and spiritually jump straight from being a wheel to a car. Let me explain. We try and do so much at once and so quickly, and instead of doing things in God’s timing, we try and do it in ours. We don’t like to take those baby steps. We don’t like to do it piece by piece and make sure it is right, we just throw it together and hope it is.
Instead of spiritually building our lives from the ground up, we try and start from the top down, and hope everything falls into place, then we get disappointing in God when things don’t. But truly it had nothing to do with God and it had everything to do with the way we approached our our foundation. If you do not have a foundation, how can you stay standing? (one man built his house in the sand, the other on the rock)
If we try and start from the top, it makes it so much harder on us when temptations come along. They can sweep out our feet because we did not build our foundation first, we just expected it to magically appear.
Habits get built from disciplines. Disciplines shape your life. Become disciplined in the little things so your foundation can be stronger. Search for God everywhere and not just once or twice a week at church. Many times, your foundation is not built in church. Church is usually the starting point and then the help along the way, but your everyday life, what you do, how you go throughout your day, the things you say, the things you pray, what you read, your everyday experiences, those are the things that build your foundation.
A tree doesn’t start from the top leave and work down to a seed, it starts from the seed and goes up.